My Darling Joy. You were my First Born and for that you will Always hold a special place in my heart. From the moment that your father and I held you in our arms, we both acknowledged that you brought us the Greatest Joy, which is why we named you Marcia, but called you our "Joy". We shared so many good times, I can go on and talk about them for a lifetime. We lived together, laughed together and cried together. As I was raising you as my child, I think I was learning as much from you as I was trying to teach you. You were definitely ahead of the times and I only wish that we had more time together on earth. God has called you home, but I still hold you close to my heart each and every day. Until we meet again...

My Siggie, my First son. God blessed us with having you in our lives for 6 weeks and those 6 weeks are unforgettable. Unfortunately God had other plans for you, and so He called you home to be with Him. I want you to know that was, at the time, the worse thing that had happened to me. My heart was hurting so bad, I couldn't stop crying for months. I miss you tremendously and I want you to know that I have always kept you near in my heart and thoughts. Even though you were not with me in the physical sense, I always remembered and celebrated your birthday, even if it was silently in my own thoughts. I always think about what you would look like and what you would have become. I Love and Miss You My Son.

Ray, you were definitely God sent. After losing Siggie so soon, I cried and cried and cried and asked God why did He take my son away after just 6 weeks. I prayed and prayed for another son and God answered my prayers. Just about one year later and in the same month of February, God delivered you to me and I promised Him that I would love you with all my heart and asked that He does not take you away from me. God answered my prayers and Blessed me with you, and I couldn't be happier. You are everything I wanted in a son and more. You have lived up to all expectations and I am blessed to call you my son. Thank you for all that you do to show your love for me. I love you my son.

Oh Kim, I miss you so. There are not enough words out there that I can use to let you know how much I love and miss you. You were the one that I could call to talk about anything and everything. You were the one to help and advise me with my medications and my health. You were the one that I could call and laugh and cry at the same time. You were and still are my special daughter and I still think that one day you are going to come walk through my door and begin with your "Ma, what are you doing? You shouldn't be doing that with your conditions." I miss you my dear Polly, but I am also happy that you are no longer in pain. Until we meet again...